9:30 PM

"You cannot be lonely if you like the person you're alone with."

People like to ask the questions:

Don't you want someone?
What about friends?
Aren't you lonely?

Honestly? No! I think I am the kind of person that can be focused and can exist being on my own. I don't see it as a negative, it is something I'm used to. Sure, I enjoy being in good company, but sometimes that is hard to find. Here is something funny/weird/unusual about me, I am a bit psychic about choosing friends. If I see someone I sense good vibes about, I will befriend them. It's like some weird intuition thing. I sometimes live in a fog and when it comes to some people there is a moment of clarity. Don't get me wrong, sometimes people befriend me and we become good friends, but on my end I've used my intuition.

Right now, my whole life is a fog and I'm seeing some light burning it. Here is the poetic part, the light is coming from within me. I'm going to have to change the way I approach life. The way I lived brought me to this point in my life, so I have to make some changes to become the person I want to be. This starts off with that quote up there ^. I'm going to go back to enjoying being on my own, loving myself and doing things I love instead of what I'm "supposed to do".

One step at a time.

(pic: ffffound)

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